Hello all,
I haven't been on in a long time. I got let go from my job in Nov. which set off a short anti social depression. It's all good now. It was a blessing in disguise. I was pregnant at the time and I was panicking because nowhere hires prego women. After the first couple weeks my husband started to notice we were doing better financially. After our taxes it confirmed our suspicion, it was costing us more money for me to work. Weird huh?! So heck, I stopped looking for a job and I'm now a stay at home mom.
I feel busier than I was while I was working though but that's probably cause I've been having an awful pregnancy. I puked almost every day with my first but this one is topping the cake. I still vomit every day but it's constant nausea, headaches, bone pain to go with it. I just can't wait to have this baby.
I've been going back to church as well. I fell away when I was 13ish and only went to get my mother to stop screeching at me. Now that I've been attending again (18yrs later!) I actually have been enjoying it with my family. There was so much I thought I knew but actually didn't (thank you teenage brain that thought you knew everything). I think I just felt like - Well I screwed up too many times to go back to church, I was even convinced that the lord would inspire one of clergy to have me leave if went. LOL wrong! Found out he loves me even though I broke a grand portion of his rules. Now my husband and I are on track to be sealed in may/june ish! For those reading unfamiliar with that, our faith believes by being sealed together in a religious ceremony you can be together long after Till Death Do Us Part, in fact forever, and not just to your partner but to your children as well. That warms my heart to have learned that. :)
-Jen
